Oh, to find another direction, friends, to find another direction.
My spirit is being sucked dry by such a large part of my life that other parts are left barren.
And resentment is building up, too, I just realized. A lot of resentment.
I’m thankful that I wrote this tonight, friends, because I didn’t realize how much resentment was building up, but it’s a lot. I did a quick Google search on this, and found some Buddhist wisdom. The one that really jumps out at me right now is to check one’s expectations, to just do something for the sake of doing it. To just do it because I can. Because I’m good at it. Because it’s a service. Because it guides the current we’re all swimming in, and that’s all.
Simple and, right now, for me – profound. Thanks for reading.